1. Ddropp — FRENCH 79
2. Juice — LIZZO
3. Fuck They — SOFI TUKKER
4. Feel the Love (feat. Pusha T) — KIDS SEE GHOSTS
5. Get It Right (feat. MØ & GoldLink) — DIPLO
6. I Heard — YOUNG FATHERS
7. Heartbreaker — CRAZY P
8. Take Me Home — VALA
9. Turn It Around — VAN DUO
10. Body (feat. Brando) — LOUD LUXURY
11. Turnmills — MARIBOU STATE
12. Multi-Love — UNKNOWN MORTAL ORCHESTRA
13. Something to Believe In — YOUNG THE GIANT
14. Don’t Kill My High (feat. Wiz Khalifa) — LOST KINGS
15. Cradles — SUB URBAN
16. You’re Somebody Else (Young Bombs Remix) — FLORA CASH
17. Some Sunsick Day — MORGAN DELT
18. Bum Bum Bum — CASS MCCOMBS
19. Olympic — FRENCH 79
1. All Your Love — FLIGHT FACILITIES
2. Drinkee — SOFI TUCKER
3. Party For One — CARLY RAE JEPSEN
4. Feel About You — SILK CITY
5. Go With It (feat. MNDR) — TOKIMONSTA
6. Shake Me Down (Opvs & Ye Remix) — CAGE THE ELEPHANT
7. Always Been U — PHANGS
8. The Fire — BISHOP BRIGGS
9. Come Back — TIMECOP1983
10. Fallingwater — MAGGIE ROGERS
11. Queen — PERFUME GENIUS
12. oh baby — LCD SOUNDSYSTEM
13. Tree Synthesisers — JOHNNY GREENWOOD
1. High and Low — EMPIRE OF THE SUN
2. Legend Has It — RUN THE JEWELS
3. Move — SAINT MOTEL
4. Tribe (feat. Jesse Boykins III) — THEOPHILUS LONDON
5. Indica Badu (feat. Wiz Khalifa) — LOGIC
6. Feels So Good — LA FELIX
7. Higher — NAKED AND FAMOUS
8. Dancing on Glass — ST. LUCIA
9. Veridis Quo — DAFT PUNK
10. I Need You — FAUL & WAD & AVALANCHE CITY
11. Jamiroquai Bee Gees Mashup — POMPLAMOOSE
12. Down in Flames — ELLA VOS
13. Ride On/Right On — PHOSPHORESCENT
14. Late to the Flight — LAURA MARLING & LUMP
15. What If This Is All The Love You Ever Get? — SNOW PATROL
16. We Might Be Dead By Tomorrow — SOKO
17. Innerbloom — RÜFÜS DU SOL
For those of you checking in, I’m still here. Things are good right now. I’m surrounded by people that I love, and my life is filled with purpose. The only downside is that I’m excruciatingly busy. I’m sorry that I can’t answer your questions like I used to, but there simply aren’t enough hours in the day. Please know that I still read them regularly, and I promise to reply as often as I can.
I appreciate you stopping by, and I hope you’ll continue to check in from time to time.
1. Breakin’ Point (Miike Snow Remix) — PETER BJORN AND JOHN
2. Cream on Chrome — RATATAT
3. Redbone — CHILDISH GAMBINO
4. Beggin For Thread — BANKS
5. Didn’t I — LOW COUNTRY KINGDOM
6. Light Up — MUTEMATH
7. I Can’t Control Myself — STRANGE NAMES
8. Roses (feat. ROZES) — THE CHAINSMOKERS
9. West Coast — JUNIOR EMPIRE
10. Heartbeat — ZOLA BLOOD
11. Two of Us On the Run — LUCIUS
12. Last Train — SORCHA RICHARDSON
13. Levo (Club Edit) — RECONDITE
14. Pfeifferhorn — OK IKUMI
15. Something for Your M.I.N.D. — SUPERORGANISM
16. Clearest Blue (Gryffin Remix) — CHVRCHES
17. Summer Didn’t Change a Thing — WHITE LIES
18. Up and Up — LENNON & MAISY
19. Break It Down Again — TEARS FOR FEARS
20. Kiss You All Over — EXILE
Back in 2009, Leonard Cohen played at Coachella. He was on my absolutely-do-not-miss list, and of course, most of my crew didn’t understand why.
Still, I insisted. I dragged them all kicking and screaming out of the Sahara tent and over to the outdoor stage. They asked me, “Who is this old man?” and I just smiled knowingly.
By the time he got around to “Hallelujah,” my friends were jaw-dropped. Some were in tears. (I certainly was.) We sang together and swayed together and when it was all over we held each other, grateful for the experience.
That’s how powerful it was seeing Leonard Cohen perform live. I’m still grateful.
It’s been an interesting few days. I’ve been traveling. Business and pleasure, often at the same time. I’m back now, and feeling particularly grateful for all the new people and all the new purpose in my life.
Despite all the gratitude, I couldn’t help but notice a strange new feeling when I finally got home and my head hit the pillow. I was all by myself, and I didn’t want to be. It wasn’t the feeling of loneliness. It was the feeling of not wanting to be alone, and that’s not the way I’m used to feeling when I crawl into bed.
Part of it was because I’d been on the road in the close company of others. Part of it was because almost everyone I know here is coupled up. Part of it was because I knew a certain person wouldn’t be sleeping alone that night. (Yes, they’re still seeing each other. Yes, it looks like it’s going to last. Yes, I’ve come to terms with it.)
Anyway, I didn’t want to be alone last night. That being said, I didn’t want to be with anyone else either. I could’ve found a big spoon, but I wasn’t in a little spoon mood. It wasn’t about having a warm body in my bed. It was about acknowledging this part of me that’s been slowly developing over this past year, the part that wants to start sharing my life with someone special, the part that everyone else around me always seemed to have, the part that made me feel like a little bit of an oddball for not having until now.
I have so many wonderful things going on in my life right now. I’m happy. Happier than I’ve been in years, and maybe that’s why I’m ready for this next thing. It’ll happen. Or it won’t. I know better than to expect it, but I’m also hopeful in a way that I’ve never been before too. We’ll see. In the meantime, I get to enjoy myself. I get to challenge myself. I get to do some actual good in my day-to-day life, and I get to do it surrounded by some of the loveliest human beings I’ve ever had the pleasure to know. Like I said, I’m grateful.